When she started to speak I looked at her face, smeared with what had to be Bear's cum. It made me sick. I turned and left, not really listening to he...r protests as I walked out of our bedroom, out of our house.I didn't head straight back to my mother's but just drove around, not sure what to think, what to do. Then it hit me, Sandra's card. She was a Psychiatrist and would know what to make of it all. She could help me through this. I pulled over to the side of the road, pulled out Sandra's. There was a moment of pain, as he took my virginity, but I didn’t care. All I wanted was to feel him inside me. And it was pure bliss. I had read romance novels, and I had let Tony rub me off a time or two, but this was…different. It was like nothing I’d ever felt. As he pummeled inside me, I could feel the orgasm building, and when it let loose, it was like a dam bursting. I clung to Tony, my nails digging into his back. ‘Yes…baby I love when you do that.’ he stammered between moans. And then. It was a warm spring afternoon, the sun was shining, and it was about 75 degrees. I was not cruising. I had my camera in hand and was simply enjoying the walk. Taking a few pictures of whatever interested me along the way. As I walked along I encountered a few fellow walkers, a few horse riders and occasionally a cyclist.I had chosen well. The area was virtually deserted. I had seen only two people in the last 20 minutes. It was time for a rest, so looked for a suitable place to sit. Through. I couldn't imagine what might be there that I'd be interested in.'Thank you. I really have been enjoying all this extra rest. It makes a big difference.''What do you think I should do about her?'