I wondered why they left Charlotte, a much bigger place, for here if they were looking for company. There was something very wrong but I didn't know w...hat.The young woman said, "Who's in the car? Why don't they come out?"The leader seemed to be losing patience. He said, "If you want to know, come look."His partner on his side of the SUV lowered his rifle pointing it at the woman. "Come here, Girlie. You don't want to be shot."Doris and I had been absolutely still. I could hear very faint sounds. " Tina replied. "I've got something else in mind..." Have mercy on a poor, broken old man, you brazen hussy!" Will laughed. "I'm out of practice, and even with these enhanced muscles you've worn me out!" Poor, broken old man my ass!" Tina joined in his laughter. "I'm gonna be walking bowlegged for a week!"They lay in contented silence for a long time, and soon Will heard Tina's breathing slow and deepen with sleep. His own mind wouldn't slow down. He had no problems with their tryst. In fact,. "Oh my god, you let them?" You don't know what it's been like," he said. "I haven't been able to getoff for weeks, Amy!" Two months in prison," I said bitterly. "Two months! And now you've turnedfag on me." I'm not a fag," he said. "It's just a plug." I'm sure you only let one of the boys fuck you every other day," I said.Then he started bawling like a baby."Oh, for fuck's sake," I said. "Get it together, Joey."But he just blubbered. It was pathetic."Why would you say I do that so often," he. And, maybe not all that surprisingly, I could still notice how their views and attitudes influenced my thinking. It would probably take a lot longer for me to become completely free of their grip on me.It was easy to deal with the openly declared opinions of my father because I could tell from my own experiences how wrong they were. My mother's influence was more subtle. Her favourite statement was 'What will the people think?' That was her prime concern: not what she thought about something,.