I crawled back over her body and wrapped my arms around her neck. She gazed into my eyes in a different way. It wasn't my tender and sweet mom, here w...as another woman, with a sensuous look, lust gleaming out of her green eyes. I was amazed to find that for the first time I noticed mom had green eyes, a dark, indefinable green. The tip of my hard rod was rubbing against her labia but I was afraid to profane so special a part of my mother's body. As a matter of fact I was enjoying having my knob. Really new. Was it that all you’d lost had suddenly come alive again, that all the love you’d thrown away had come back to you on this moon-born flood? You stopped, held your hands out in the silver glow and regarded your own flesh, your own remorseless humanity, and found yourself wanting. The thought left you breathless and unsure of yourself. Then you thought of Molly and the girl, Jennie, back at the house. ‘What the fuck am I doing?’ you said into the silver air. ‘What have I been doing?’. As she watchedhim her phone rang again. She kissed him on the cheek and told him to beslow and careful. She went out to meet Dr. Min. Derek concentrated ondoing what she told him. He heard the two women walk into the kitchenbehind him talking to each other in Chinese. It really wasn't asdangerous as he thought it was.Dr. Min watched Derek chopping the pork on the cutting board and askedJenny if she would like for her to do that. She said she really didn'tfeel right just standing around. Jenny. He was alone, and I have to think that he usually is. I get a sense that he prefers it that way, or maybe people are just avoiding him because of his face or his attitude, or maybe both; I don’t know,” he said.“My oh my,” she said.“Frankly, Abbs, I’m ready to write the man off. He doesn’t want us around anyway. I’m at the point of giving him what he’s asking for,” he said. The woman across from him began to cry, silently cry. He noticed, stood, and went to her.“It’s my fault, my words, the way.