But if you ever tried to bring another guy into the mix. That would be end. I doubt that we could even be friends if that were to happen. I'm sorry, I...'m not trying to tell you what to do. I have no claim on you. But I feel we have something special and I have great hopes that after my sacrifice at your next "therapy" session you will find it in your heart to..." Hold it right there." There were tears in Red's eyes. "I'm so sorry babe. I wasn't thinking. I love you too. I would never try to hurt. You are absolutely one of the hottest women I have ever seen. Wearing a short blue demon skirt white top and very super sexy red heels, but it's not what you are wearing, it's your smooth sexy long legs that has my attention. I can see the envy in all the men's eyes. I ask you to sit and you ask if I've been waiting long, in which I reply you are well worth the wait. This date has been arranged for some time, we have talk on line for several months and finally it's here. It's obvious I'm. .............-Well didn’t you know that driving drunk is breaking the law?-his question sounded too hasty and scared me even more.-Yes,….well…yea but…I didn’t think….that…..-I couldn’t speak, I was terrified, this couldn’t have been happening. Now I could see, that the other cop was looking at my ass with hungry eyes and I could swear I saw him grabbing his cock. I tried to close my eyes and make myself believe, that I was imagining it, I was gay after all, I have seen this in movies, it must. She lived with a white guy with a huge cock who fucked her until it was sore to walk. His dick was too big to get into her ass but she didn't stop trying to make him happy. This is the first part of a diary entry about a time she let two white guys fuck her because she liked one of them and hoped he would start liking her back. *****************************************16 April 20XXThe whole Gerard episode is especially harsh. I fancied him when I first met him. Then he started flirting with me.