”Getting inside my room, he said, “I’m sorry Matt. I didn’t realize you would take it so personally. Are we OK?”From the bed, I said, “Yea...h, we’re fine.”I got up off my bed and went to give him a big hug. I think it made him uncomfortable, so I let go after only a few seconds.“Speaking of sex,” he said, “Do we need to have a talk?”For a split second, I thought of giving him some grief, but all I said was, “I know how everything works, I’m not a virgin!”He looked at me strangely for a moment,. . the way it all would go. Our lives ... are better left to chance ... I could have missed the pain ... But I'd have had to ... miss ... the ... dance. Yes my life ... is better left to chance. I could have missed the pain. But I'd have had to miss ... the ... dance."Right then and there, I resolved that I didn't have to like, actually I could still honestly despise, the Energists for taking me from my sweet darling Kaleigh. Not even the gift of my children to Kaleigh could overcome the pain. This took me about five six minutes to accomplish and then I would pat the bed and Red would place his front paws on the edge of the bed and I would slide under him take his cock in my mouth and he would hump my face with short staccato thrusts of his hips until I would reach up and hold him with thumb and forefinger right behind the knot. Red would thrust deep down my throat and he would hold there while his cock fired short bursts of doggy cum down my throat. I would hold him there until he. I blinked my eyes open and saw the lights come on. I threw the blanket back and sat up, rubbing my eyes. Cornrow braids under a baseball styled hat flowed down over shoulders held together by beads at the end. Officer Fitz had arrived.“What time is it?” I asked, looking up at the dark-skinned sentry.“Six a.m. or so.” she said, leaning against the door frame.I looked up at the walnut shaped eyes looking back at me but couldn’t read what she was thinking. I sighed and stood up, and turned to.