Only feel. "Think of us as a single vessel. Breathe in when I breathe out, and out when I breathe in. Slowly." I felt the vibration of the d...rumbeats on the outside and the heartbeat within his penis on the inside. We looked into each others' eyes. I could see his warmth, his calmness, how in control of himself he was. Our breathing was in sync, and my body felt at one with his. His hands gently but firmly grabbed my hips and eased them forward, pressing me against his body. . “I'm close to filling your mouth with my cum, slut. Suck me harder and faster. Mmm...like that, keep going. So, what I've decided is that I'll be putting you up for auction the day after tomorrow. I know you'll miss being pampered like you've been while you've been here, but that's not really my concern. Um, almost there, harder, slut, don't slow down now. You know how to suck me better than that. Come on, fucker, ahhh, yeah, swallow it, slut.”Alan pulled out and as usual wiped his dick. . Stop reading now.I don't know what's inspired me to tell this story. Every time I think of it, it almost brings me to tears... Maybe on some subconscious level, I think that if I'm able to share it with someone, anyone, it'll get better. I was 19 when I started dating Alice (I'm 23 as of a few months ago). We'd met in chemistry lab and hit it off... no doubt in part because her grades were less than stellar, while mine were at the top of the class. I don't know what attracted her to me,. A body more red from the various past whipping bruises than his almost nonexistent unharmed white skin. Blinded, his arms permanently bound in the back with chains linked to a pole fixture, his legs free enough only to allow him movements to properly do his job but otherwise his feet’s bound in the concrete of the floor under. Permanent sewer pluming entering inside his stretched anus for his own discharge while another tube is attached to his hard bruised cock also linked to the sewer.