You wouldn't? Lewis gasped. Charlotte was angry that he stared at her and that was understandable but this was beyond any understandable response; tha...t downright evil. Charlotte nodded her head. All you have to do to make it go away, is just take of your clothes and show me the goods. You got a free show, now I want the same. Lewis stared in disbelief. He never thought that Charlotte would actually be like this, it was twisted. But she wasn't a liar. If she said she would do this, she would. He. After college came marriage and kids. In truth, my life was a loveless sham. Sex was nowhere. How could I have sex with a body I didn’t love? A question I have always pondered was, “Did I ever truly love my wife?” I guess I did in some ways, just not the right ways for the wife.We argued about money, of course, and the kids, who I adore, even if the act of getting them was a chore.Then one day out of the blue, it happened. It was a Tuesday evening and she – I can’t really call her my wife. ‘Damn!’, he thought. He dare not call again. He hoped his number would show up on her phone. Disappointed, Ben got up, stepped into the sleeper and unpacked his shower duffle of the dirty clothes putting them in a laundry bag. He put a fresh change back in and put it up in the upper bunk. Looking down he saw the bag had landed on her hat when he tossed it in. He cursed several times as he worked the delicate thing back into shape. It didn’t look bad but it looked to him there were a. So now I'll have to scratch that part of the plan." What do you mean? Isn't the whole plan scratched?"Lissa shook her head. "Alya's just gotten out of a bad relationship. Another one like that could ruin her. What she needs right now is to get involved with someone who won't do that to her." Meaning you." Meaning me." I'm not sure this is such a good idea any more, Lissa. You know I'd be overjoyed if she came over, but you're playing with her emotions." I'm giving her what she needs." Bullshit..