Silence descended as wesat close together each staring into space lost in our own thoughts.Sipping the some of my wine and crushing out the cigarette ...I snuggledcloser to Eddie and looked up at his strained face."What you thinking about?" I asked."Oh just things, what happens now. It's strange being on your own," hesaid."You're not though I'm here," I said reaching up and stroking his cheekwith the back of my fingers."Yeah sorry I didn't mean it that way, just Mom and Dad gone it seems. They were about to have a pissing contest and I would be the judge.My heart was racing as Chimp took up his position on my lawn and Donkey stood on the patio puffing on his cigarette. With a side-on view, Chimp dropped his boxers and began to piss. I had been instructed to get a stone and mark his best attempt. I naturally, complied enthusiastically. Involved as I was, I did not hold back on having a good look at the origin of the golden source. Chimp appeared to have an impressively thick and. The nutrition doctor did another series of tests to make sure I didn't have something that was keeping me from putting more weight on. My physique wasn't a problem. A lot of girls would stop and ogle when I was wearing just my shorts or a bathing suit. Horns would constantly honk if I didn't wear a T-shirt when I ended up running on the streets. My girls made over me and my muscles, but they were prejudiced so you can't trust what they say.The nutritionist gave me lists of foods that she said. If they don’t want me around, if they hate me, they’re liable to hate you, too, for forcing me on them.”There was a long silence. Finally Gabby softly said, “Why? Why do we have to do this now?”“We don’t. I mean, we don’t have to do this in this instant, but I was thinking about it. I’m going to hate being apart from you. I’m going to hate the way it feels to ache to be in your space. Until we get this situation with the kids taken care of, our time together is going to be sporadic, and I’m.