”“I don’t understand what you are saying,” I quickly countered.“Well, you are going to be a wonderful perk for my boys,” Uncle Roger matte...r-of-factly answered.In disbelief, I replied, “Do you mean that you’re going to pimp me out to your staff?”“Pimp is such an ugly word. It’s so ‘tinny.’ I prefer ‘woody’ words like… Gratuity.”After a very brief pause, Uncle Roger persevered, “Toddy, relax. You’re going to have a lot of fun and start your appropriate gay life off with a bang.”As he looked at my. " You'll fuck Tad?" Is there an echo out here?" I don't understand." OK, listen. We're gonna take pictures again, right? You've got several special poses you want to try, and you and Tad already intend to do some hard-core stuff for the camera. Are you with me so far?" Sure. But... " OK, so after you and Tad have done your thing -- some oral stuff you didn't get around to last time; maybe some nice 69-shots of the two of you, from several angles. Well, then little Louise, naked as a jaybird,. . sexually as well as physically. It also means that I will die before you and then you and Thomas will be alone. Those are facts. I believe you love me but you love, and lust, for your son just as much," he stated.Grace knew that everything he said was true. They both knew the truth. "Yes, it is true. I have denied it, fought it, cursed it, but our new reality keeps hitting me over the head. I have wondered why it happened to us. I wish I could just make it all go away." It won't." I know. I. I groaned as the faint breeze whistling through the window ceased. If I didn't die from the heat it would be from suffocation. There were so many people on the damn bus, and there was just about to be more. This was not a good day so far. My mood lifted immediately as I looked to the front. There was only one person getting on, and the fact that there was so little room meant she had to sit near me. I silently thanked God and all the powers that be as the most beautiful redhead casually.