Right now, he didn't care. If this was all the better Amy was ever going to be, he'd just as soon die. If he died, his daughters would die too, so wha...t difference did it make? Once he spent some time with Amy, he'd finish what he'd started - he'd destroy the Qerda world. Then he could die.He pulled Amy's head onto his shoulder and closed his eyes. His shoulder was soon wet. He was almost sure some of the tears were from his little girl.Shakada looked at the girls in shock, her eyes wide in. No doubt you were ready five minutes early. Isn't that the Army rule?" Yes," said Mark solemnly, paused and then added, "but for you ten minutes early."Victoria looked at him for a moment, blushed slightly and looked down. Mark restrained the urge to take her in his arms."Get in," she said brusquely. "You're map-reading. The first place is Bulford so you shouldn't find that too difficult." Oh, I don't know. Bulford's quite a complicated village." Rubbish! Give me directions." No need. You. My dressing in women'sclothes, "borrowing" stuff from Anne's and Mom's dressers, buyingclothes from catalogs then throwing them out and promising myself thatI'd stop, and then buying more. Mostly I talked about how much I hatedmyself. Hatred due to feeling I was perverted. Hatred because I knew Iwas a coward. When I was done I was exhausted. Alan got up and brought me a box oftissues. Anne just stared at me. I didn't know what to expect and gotready to be angry and defensive."Wow. Do Mom and. His name is James. Mine's Lani. So today he got off of work at this cell phone store and he came home and crashed on the couch, right on top of me. "What the heck b*o, get off." I said. "Lani..." he moaned."Whaat." I moaned back."I'm hornyyy" He looked up at me with a pouty face. I ran my fingers through his hair. "What do you want me to do about it?" I asked. He smiled at me because he knows I know what he want's me to do. "Come here you big nerd." I said and he got up and sat right next to.