I felt my stomach start to get queasy and I knew what was going to happen. I pushed Pam off me, jumped out of bed and raced for the bathroom. I didn't... make it on time. My face was still a foot from the toilet when whatever was in my stomach spewed out onto the bathroom floor.Pam was sitting up in bed propped up against the headboard when I got back to the bedroom."Well that was certainly not the response I expected." Damn it Pam, how in the hell could you do that to me?" Don't you dare take. Seeing my study go was something I could live with. It’d take some time getting used to, but in the bigger picture, it was a small sacrifice to make. Since we did the baby’s bedroom in neutral colors, Sophie could move into what was now the study, while a new baby could inhabit the baby’s bedroom. As he or she got older, we could remodel the room into something better suited for a toddler, and again later for a child.Well, time to get out of bed. Ilse would never forgive me if I arrived late. I missed her.Therapist, mother, sister, friend, lover? I'd never had any of those except a mother, and that was so long ago ... How could I know what she should be for me?She filled my thoughts! Holding her. Being held by her. Caring for me.But she left me to go to Gary, to get love from Gary. I tried to hate him, but I couldn't. Gary had saved me. Gary had brought me to Moira. Gary was letting me stay.I imagined the two of them together in his bed. Her long red hair, his warm smile, his eyes.. It wasn’t long before I was rock hard, and she was taking my hard cock deep in her mouth. I was so close to climaxing, but didn’t say anything. Seconds later I grabbed her head, shoving my cock deep in her mouth with the tip of my cock at her throat just as I shot ropes and ropes of warm cum down her throat. “Its about time you do something right,” I mentioned to her. I walked away leaving her there on the bed. I went to the bathroom and grabbed the Tantus A Bomb she took out without.