" She really wants it too, despite her tacit denial. She doesn't want to let me know, to risk giving me the upper hand. But I don't care if she admits... it or not. I've got the answer I wanted. "It will be fun," I assure her with a smile. Then, taking her chin in my hand, I apply a slow, gentle kiss to her sweet lips. Her response is muted at first, but she warms to my touch, allowing my tongue to wander languorously into her mouth, then using her own to wash sensuously over it. I feel a rush. My sins are too grievous.I was a remote and angry child for little or no cause or reason and grew up to become even angrier - but living a life of increasingly splendid isolation. I'd decided that people, places and things always come and go and weren't terribly important in the first place. I'd decided that wasn't emotionally safe for me to make any long lasting attachments and sometimes this hurt while in middle school and later high school as I seemed unwilling or unable to even attempt to. I never bought most of it since I didn't want to be embarrassed in front of the airport security people on the way to my honeymoon if they decided to search our bags or something. I clicked on the link for the website of the local sex shop. Why not replace the damn vibrator that broke tonight? As I browsed the pages a banner popped up for on-demand adult movies. I ignored it at first, then stopped and stared at it. What if there was something about porn that I was missing? I decided to be. She moved her head away, smiled, stood up and led me to a bedroom."How long before you can cum again?" she asked "About half an hour usually" I saidShe got down on all fours on the bed and said "You had better fuck me in the arse for a bit then" and pulled her arse cheeks apart.I could see the juices running from her pussy, so I grabbed a handful and smeared her puckered arsehole, and pushed my cock inside her, it went in pretty easily, my balls slapped her pussy lips and clit, she purred like.