They were the fears and feelings I was dealing with, pure and simple. I was terrified he'd see my "confession" as a rejection of him, or that he'd rej...ect me as his mother. He'd kept me alive for so long that the thought of losing him was beyond frightening – it almost certainly meant suicide.Nevertheless, it had to be done.It was one of those moments that's etched in my memory with stark clarity. It was a cool, sunny fall afternoon. I'd been laying on my bed in a state of emotional anguish,. In part, she saw him as a sixteen-year-old boy. She found the mysteries about him fascinating, and his good looks and intelligence attracted her even more. The best part, however, was his cock, she had already fallen in love with that thickness.Knowing that someone like that wanted her boosted her self-esteem, and knowing that he was so good at seducing women made her think he was irresistible. In the end, it was her thoughts that made the trap called Lucas so destructive.After all, so what if. But the scales and other exercises bored me shitless, and it took all of my discipline to work through them every day.I was looking forward to the week and a half break from school, but also feeling a bit down about it. Not having the daily grind of schoolwork was a relief, but Cathy (and David) would be up at Katoomba, and Lori was going to an information session all week at one of the universities on careers in journalism. Some of my other friends from school would be away, so I was going to. Lauren noticed that something was different aboutMelvin. He seemed much larger and more muscular."This stone is more powerful than I thought," said Lauren. "I spent alot of time thinking about what I could with this."Melvin stepped into the room and sat on the professor's desk. "You haven't even noticed have you?" he asked."Noticed what?"Melvin motioned for Lauren to look at himself. Lauren did and saw thathis body was back to normal. He was wearing the same jean and buttondown shirt he.