He knew it was ridiculous, but he still couldn't help it. At least now he had the option of seeing her around, but when she moved away he wouldn't eve...r talk to her again. He wondered what it would be like next year, all the time wondering where she was and what she was doing. She wouldn't ever be thinking about Matt, except to remind herself of what a mistake he had been, he thought, if that. I'm just a mistake, he thought, his face crumpling as he began to cry. She'll always be my first and. ‘This is the best we can do for right now, so I hope it allows you to get some rest.’ He closed the back door and returned to the driver’s seat. ‘Thank you Sean.’ Sean turned off his hands-free Bluetooth and put his phone on vibrate ring before pulling the car back onto the road. He didn’t want the phone to wake Amanda in the event someone called. He knew that she had to be exhausted from both a lack of sleep as well as coming down from the Adrenalin rush her ordeal was certain to have. Emily and Maria immediately connected, both Speaking in Spanish. I understand a little Spanish, but I am not fluent. “Aye,” Emily replied to something Maria said in Spanish, as she looked at me and smiled. “Si, aye comprendo.” Emily slipped from the seat and sauntered off to the kitchen area. “What did she say?” I pressed. “Wait,” Maria responded. “Be patient.” A few minutes later, Emily reappeared at the table with three small shot glasses. Each had a thick brown liquor in them. Emily. Jab unhone kaha ki mere liye tum abhi chhote ho to ye sunkar maine kaha usha aunty maine to aapke liye sayad chhota hoo lekin mera lund aapke liye chhota nahi hai, ye sunkar wow aha se chale gaye. Maine rokne ki koshish bhi nahi ki. Jab wo chale gaye to hum logo ka mood kharab ho gaya. Or uske baad humlog phir se drink karne lage, thodi der baad mera dost bathroom chala gaya, usesamay usha aunty ne mere paas phone kiya or kaha – tum abhi kaha ho, mujhe tumse kuch baat karne hai kya tum abhi.