Still looking into his eyes, I slowly moved my mouth down his shaft until it rested against the back of my throat. Then, slowly, I pulled my mouth up ...until only the very tip remained in my mouth. Jake looked down at me and smiled as he watched his cock moving in, then out of my mouth. With one hand I held his cock and took him deep again. With the other hand, I gently massaged his testicles. I thought to myself how much I love the feel of the water from the shower pouring over our bodies. I. We’ve made a few secrets of our own this week, don’t you think? There is room for a few more; but after what you’ve told me, I think we’d better cancel for tonight.”“No, please no, I do want it, but I don’t know if I can face another day like today, Tommy you must, you have to take me tonight, please son, tonight, won’t you?”Rising to her knees and then standing she reiterated, “Tonight damn it, tonight,” She walked away.Ellen needed some time for her thoughts, Tommy could take care of the. I stayed out of her way, and she away from me. People understood my feelings and generally respected them. I needed to heal, grieve, to start my life over again. That did not mean that I had no knowledge about her at all. I did not ask, but I over heard. I knew that it had been rough for her, but she was really being the best mother she could. A baby, even with both parents, saps all of your energy. She had the additional problems of limited income and more limited support. Her mother was. I was evenwearing earrings in my newly pierced ears, a pink of pink freshwaterpearls. I carried our food out to the table and sat down across from him."I hope your steak's okay, I was afraid I overcooked it," I said,apologetically."I'm sure it will be fine, you cooked it," he said, smiling at me. "So, Ihaven't seen you for a while. Is this a new look for you?" Look, Dad, I can explain..." I started, but he put his hand up andstopped me."You don't have to explain anything, Kelly. I have to be.