Quite frequently, Lilly would like me to take her to Steak and Shake for food or a shake after work. We never really called it "Dating".... We were... just cool like that. We trusted each other. I had her back at work. I tried not to show favoritism, but sometimes it was hard not to. It was dark out, and raining. Should I say.... It was storming out. There was plenty of lightning and thunder. I thought it would be a good idea to drive into a park area that Lilly and I had enjoyed a. Now, I do what I want and they do what they want." Must make for a rather lonely and tense home life?" Not really. They ignore me and I ignore them. My older brothers tell me I'm an embarrassment to the family and won't talk to me or be seen with me. Same with my father. My mother goes out in public with me only when she has to. I'm allowed to come and go as I see fit. They wouldn't care if I never came home again." Why are you here today?" Because I don't wanna die a virgin." You probably. And he was bigger and stronger than he'd been a year ago. I stood back and sulked."Here," he said, indulging my paranoia. "Let's try this." He removed the battery—"Hey! Why you doing that?"—and reinstalled it 30 seconds later. The laptop whirred to life. I didn't realize I was biting my thumbnail until Eric smacked my hand away from my mouth. That made me even more fretful.He ran a full system scan while I sat against my headboard, knees to my chest, chewing my thumbnail. The scan found. Even though some of them are a bit ... naughty. This book's been about for years, and he copied some of the songs so we could both have music." Sea shanties?" Some of them. There's lots of different songs for different purposes. Some are just for entertainment, some to give a rhythm for a particular job aboard a ship. Shanties or Chanties – chants with a rhythm to help sailors pull or push together. Songs just for fun are called 'fore-bitters' because the singer perched on a part of the ship.