"The whole thing down in the kitchen. I shouldn't have taken advantage of you, and forced you, and held you down and run off leaving you there. I don'...t know what came into me. I think the whole thing with Bubba and you not listening to me and not wanting me to watch out for you and not having you as my baby sister anymore all added up and I just went crazy." You know you hurt me, Wesley. Don't you?" Oh God, Sis, I'm sorry. The last thing in the world I'd ever want to do to you is hurt you. If. ”After supper Bernadette and Hilda Mae came to his room, where he was lying on the bed reading.“What was that all about?” asked Bernadette.“I’m tired of sneaking around,” he said. “Now I can go help Miss Flossie whenever I want, and they won’t ask questions.”“Oh,” said Bernadette.They left. It still didn’t feel right to initiate anything, and besides, their parents were still up and awake. He didn’t ask them to stay either. Controlling his urges seemed to require that he control all his urges,. “Ten o’clock but I am not sure I can handle it today. I will be fidgiting around all day as it is.” My whole mind was fixated on the ‘ring’ Sarah ran up the steps and I heard the shower come on. “Come on so I can give you your shower Mandy, unless you want to smell like that all day.” I got up and started up the stairs. I was beginning to realize she was not backing off anything she had said yesterday. I could feel myself getting excited as I walked up the stairs. I was walking funny with that. You liar i followed you to a warehouse and i was watching through a window and seen a man walk you into another room, Sue stood in shock she didn’t say a word i was going mental, i told her to leave but she burst into tears and said it was my fault because i worked all the time and she needed attention. attention i said it looks like you have been getting plenty. i calmed down and asked what that place was she said it was a swingers club and ladies got in free, a friend told her about it and we.