In his own way, he did us a favor. We were just going through the motions and the affair was the shock that made us realize we were hurting ourselves ...by staying comfortable and not looking for what makes us happy. If Roger thrills you to your toes, then he’s who you should be with.”“Thanks,” she said, sounding like she was grateful for the support. “You ... you know that I’m sorry things didn’t work out, right?” she said quietly.“Yeah, I know,” I said. “You probably could have gotten a little. .. When we're alone together nothing in our secret fantasy world is off limits and our appetite for sharing and exploring our desires together is ravenous. We can be oh, so very depraved with our shared thoughts and ideas. If you're interested and want to know more then email me. I know you're out there somewhere. My special lady. My perverted soul mate. Come to me. You want it as much as I do, and I'm here for you -- waiting. Ultimately I'm looking for a woman who wants a real. “Yeah, I like bonding with you.” “Don’t I know it,” Mike smiled back. “Want another beer?” They had met as juniors in college and had been best friends ever since. They double dated through several girlfriends, had been each other’s best man, their wives had had to accept each other as friends. Holidays, weekends and nights out were spent together. They often went to baseball and basketball games together, with or without their wives, so getting away for a couple of days shouldn’t have been. This is what we agreed to.’ Silence greeted her words and she bit her bottom lip to keep from taking it back. It wasn’t all right but she didn’t know what else to say. Zane shifted beside her and she looked over to see him sitting up on the edge of the bed. ‘I didn’t agree to use you this way.’ ‘Where are you going?’ ‘To bed. I didn’t think you’d want me to stay.’ There was hurt in his tone, something Meg couldn’t figure out. Wasn’t she the one who should be hurt right now? ‘Good night, Meg.’.