He works at the bank. Hes a loan officer. We had been together a few times before but always while you were out of town. To tell you the truth, I thou...ght, and thought, and thought about it, I have no idea why I didnt call and say Id be late. Maybe I wanted to get caught, maybe I needed to get caught, I dont know. I do know how guilty I always felt right after we were done. Okay, I said. Look Its getting late and I have to get down to the studio. I had planned on taking my clothes with me then. We stayed like that for about half an hour, then slowly walked back, hisarm round my shoulder. No one paid any attention to us we were justanother young couple walking together somehow it was a nice feeling.On the train home we still held hands. In the brighter lights on thetrain a few people looked at us but there were no comments. At Bramfieldstation we said our goodbyes."Tammy, I really enjoyed today with you, it was wonderful to see you onstage at the Coliseum, I was so proud of you. I. That scared her and excited her at the same time. Over the past six months the student had fantasized continuously about horrible punishments being inflicted on herself. Burnside had said that she did not go that far, but Wendy knew from her own experience that Burnside knew how to inflict intense pain on another person. If Wendy went through with the arrangement, her body would be feeling that pain on a daily basis. Burnside had said that Wendy would be wearing a collar. Wendy knew enough. I said it was new and different and i enjoyed it. She then said me to do the same every time after i take the medicine.That night i alone went to the field tent without my grandma after the dinner. There as usual pankajam and eswari were guarding the field. I went there. They asked me about the penis. I said, i took the medicine and but the pain is still there. Pankajam went out of the tent to guard the field. Eswari and i were alone in the tent. It was very hot and we both were sweating.