I eventually made my excuses and got up to leave the room as my now softening tool was twitching.As I was leaving, she giggled and blurted,"Look at yo...u, oh my god is it always that big?"I just turned away and said that I was going to wash the car, "But it's teeming down David, your not nervous with me dressed like this are you? All the boys in school have been trying to get me to do things with them." I stammered, "you shouldn't be telling me this," but she just shrugged and replied that I was. " Replacing you is one way to put it," Stacy confessed, smiling a little."Tell me truly - you're only doing this for the money, aren't you? I betyou don't even like kids." I... Don't... Mind kids," Eric muttered, not quite able to meet Stacy'sgaze."Plan B it is, then," Stacy declared, giving a sad shake of her head."Tell me, Eric - what would you say to me doubling your pay?" I'd say 'what's the catch?'" Eric responded, crossing his arms in frontof his chest."If I told you all the details,. When 'X' arrived without a word we began to run along the well worn path up the mountain. Then we ran around the top. Then back down to the compound. If it had all been up hill, I would have made it even less of the way before falling out. I did manage to get all the way to the top, but couldn't keep up going around the top of the old worn down mountain, or make it on the run down.I was always amazed that some of the men wore backpacks while they ran. Crazy I thought. Still it was all about. Was I to spend the rest of…, the rest of eternity longing for you? Do I look at what I no longer have or do I remember what I had with you. My choice, heaven or hell? I had with you the happiest time of my life. I remember seeing you for the first time, your eyes stole my spirit pulling it right out of my body to dance with yours. I was dumbstruck by everything about you, once again a bumbling teenage, at my age it was ridiculous and embarrassing. But you knew and you said later that is what.