"Dave was almost afraid to breathe. "You mean... you and me?" he finally said."Yeah," she said, sounding like she was trying to convince herself as we...ll as her brother. "I'm not trying to take advantage of you. We love each other, right? I mean, we're not going to get married or anything. But we could help each other out. I miss being with a guy sometimes. You'd learn about being with girls. No harm, no foul the way I see it." What about Patty?" asked Dave. He knew his sister had a physical. And it made Stepmother almost frantic. During the second week of these little outings, Cindy began to notice that her ‘mental conditioning’ sessions were changing. Over the months, Cindy had been putting herself into trance by setting and starting the metronome, and then simply allowing herself to sink down and down and down into the familiar state of being that was a wonderful dream-like condition she had rapidly become addicted to. She looked forward to these moments … she desired them with. .which had the desired effect of putting fear into me..she stood in front of me and placed the ruler between my knees hitting each knee to indicate that i should spread my legs which i did my feet were about 4' apart which had my pussy and ass totally exposed.Lesley walked around behind me swishing the ruler through the air as she went then it happened. A lightening bolt flashed accross my eyes as the ruler came down on my ass causing me to scream i was apologising and pleading with her to stop. And it's like it's then that my heart starts beating again, and blood starts welling from my split knuckles and pattering on the wooden floor. And I can only stand there, amazed at how easily it comes out and how much there is of it and then Carly's moving me and sitting me down and yelling to Freddie but I don't hear the words. It's stupid. It's so stupid. I don't even know why I got so angry anymore.But it was good to feel something that strong that it wiped out everything else. And I can.