We also salvaged the saddle holsters that the Dragoons had been using. We got enough for all eight pistols. For no reason other than that I have alway...s been the cautious type, I loaded all of the pistols and the spare cylinders. I hung four of the Dragoon pistols from the saddle horn beside my shotgun, but that was all there was room for, so I stowed the rest of the pistols and the spare cylinders in my saddlebags. That made up nearly a 45-pound extra load for the horse, and he was unhappy. I have been existing but only because I was too weak to take my own life. I know this letter will give you many sleepless nights but really, you were just kids who did not know better. Don't beat yourself over it.I have lived through many nights when I would think that people offered mercy to rabid dogs and hoped that my children would even show as much mercy on their father who was dying all alone in his empty house, but after some time even that hope faded. I remember, my father took my face. Oh, Jody told me I would have fun with him, what she couldn’t have known was that he would drive me crazy while I was sitting on his face, that I would hear myself say “suck my clit harder”, that I would cum and cum and cum. Jody kept telling me about G, her uncle who taught engineering at a local college. She told me how nice he was and how he was such a gentleman. He was all that and so much more. How was I to know that those beautiful blue eyes could make wet just by staring at my breasts?. "Mom, what time is Arrian getting home?" Ashley asked."Well, he said he wouldn't be long, but I'm not too sure." Helen answered.Cindy walked in shaking her head."What's the matter Cindy?" Helen asked."That girl can be pig-headed when she wants to be. She is still upset that Arrian went to that get-together. I have never seen her so upset. She wouldn't even stop crying when I tried to give her some ice cream." Cindy said as she sat down."I think I know how she feels. I have this feeling that he.