‘Arthur dearest, what does ‘playing at kittens’ mean?’ It was in one of our snatched moments together. Mabel was on my lap, and her hand was ...creeping softly inside my trousers, seeking for the instrument that, once she had encountered it, seemed seldom far from her thoughts. In that position the hoops of her semi-crinoline gave me easy access and my hand, likewise, had found its way to paradise. My caresses stopped abruptly, and I sat up straight, almost tipping her on the floor. ‘Where did. When I was done I asked him where he got the porn. He told me Gary got it for him. I knew Gary he was in the same grade we were in. I said I'll ask him for another one tomorrow. The next day I seen Gary after class and asked if he could get me a porno. He said sure. We went to his house, he lived a few blocks from me. He said I only have a few tapes. I asked how do you get them. He answered I take my dads and dub them using two vcrs, he gets them from the video rental store. We went to his. That is, if you want to be invited back." He pushed a button and a feminine voice responded. Allen spoke two numbers, two letters, and two more numbers and the door opened. We entered what seemed to be a foyer. Although we heard party sounds, we could not see through a door ahead of us. A narrow hallway was to our left while a rustic counter top to our right had a tall blond girl writing in a ledger. She smiled but didn't bother to look up. She said Keri would be with us soon. She was wearing a. I finally closed my mouth, and my head began to jerk back and forth the motions of her arms. The room returned to normal, thankfully. We were both bathed in sweat. Janet looked as though she wanted to run towards the door. She held onto my shoulders, in decisive for a moment. She let go of me after a long moment, stood up and walked slowly towards the door. She gathered her jacket and purse, and left the room. I laid there, in emotionally agony, not able to reconcile what I had just seen. I.