"I don't see anything wrong for a man to want to be a woman." I must have asked it with a passion that gave away my feelings, because it was then that... Neil asked."You saying you'd rather be a bird?"His use of a rather derogatory term may have caught me off guard, but I couldn't help but answer with complete honesty."I've always thought my life would make more sense if I was female."(Ed. Zo?: I remember Jane and I had one of our worst rows that night. I've always known I was gay, but when we met. I couldn’t hold onto myself anymore, I grabbed her and threw her bodily on my bed. I immediately proceeded to kiss her on her lips. I did that slowly, but firmly, I sucked her lower lip, bit it once or twice and then did the same with her upper lip and then proceeded to suck her beautiful tongue. I suddenly was after a long wait of 25 years, in heaven.I proceeded to slowly unbutton her nighty, my mom’s nighty actually that she wore, I saw immediately a beautiful dark valley, and it had a divine. I felt as if I was a woman at last, and knew I should crave anal sex when I became more accustomed to it. I dressed in day-clothes, a summer button-through dress with a silk slip my sole underwear, and a pair of the very high heels I was learning to wear all the time. Glancing at my watch, I saw to my surprise that it was lunchtime, and went down to see if I could get something to eat. ‘You poor dear, you must be starving!’ said Mistress Rosa, as soon as I entered the dining room, and called. ? ?Not, I hope, with adegree in bio-tech or engineering?? I was only half joking, we?ve been askedfor more specific requirements. ?That would be good,but, no, not essential. I just want someone that can I can rely on for some ofthe more interesting documents.? Portuguese wasn?t soeasy ? we?d never done much in Spain or Portugal ? but I thought Rick would beable to come up with something.? Daphne thought she?dwant maybe a couple more pieces when she was settled but the place she wasmoving into.