I am now old and smart enough to realise all the little special attention Steve gave me. For example, he would often grab me and tickle me or have me ...in his arms and pretend to be sleeping while holding me tight against him, that “game” always made me panic.I was pretty cute for my age, I almost always wore dresses, I remember liking the feeling of the fabric and the wind passing through, I still enjoy it. I had green eyes and I still had very light brown hair and blonde streaks from earlier. Not, of course, that I thought Angela had anything to do with his being over there.Winter arrived and with it the first indication that something funny was going on. It was at a holiday get together at Jack and Angela's and I was on my way from the dining room to the kitchen when I saw Matt with his hand on Angela's ass and she wasn't in the least bit upset about it. In fact, she was smiling at him. This bothered me and so I kept an eye on the both of them for the rest of the night. About two. "She shut the door behind her. Lauren covered herself, breathing out deeply, feeling used, cheated and bewildered. The door clicked, and her heart sank. Although she knew the answer, she tip-toed to the door and tried the handle. It was locked. She tried another door, presuming it went to either a bathroom or an adjoining room. It too was firmly locked. No escape, unless she wanted to lose fifty pounds and squeeze through the window. Miserably, she trudged back to the bed, turning over an. In her increasingly rare moments of peace and quiet, she sometimes wondered how long she could keep up this physically demanding and emotionally draining existence. The answer was always the same; until Mark left or she collapsed. Knowing she was the object of two men's sexual desires was giving her ego an incredible lift. Fortunately, it also provided her with a strong adrenalin boost, since the physical demands involved with keeping two men satisfied was becoming a strain.Her two lovers were.