Tony and I looked at each other but before we managed to decide she turned to her new friend and said your turn with that she took his hand placed it ...close to her leg and Tony took over she lifted the skirt and off to work he went, still between his legs she turned to face the bar picked up her drink and let Tony pleasure her she kept turning her head to look at me and wow she looked amazing the smiles she tried to do whilst he rubbed her I will remember for ever, she turned to Tony and smiled. I melt as this feels so where I want tobe, as you plant your lips on mine ........ Here you are Mr suit and tie,holding me . My mind goes blank as you hands slide down to my tush andyou squeeze. I look at your eyes as you burry your tongue in my mouth,and I think I have missed this so much. Despite what the world thinksabout gays, marriage and everything, at this time I feel warm, protected, an natural in your arms- this is where I was meant to be. We stoodthere for 10 minutes and twent to. Oh Lena, it’s so near you know. Only love and understanding keep it at bay. I have to be so careful with Guy. I could seduce him with it you know, he’s so innocent emotionally.’ She smiled, ‘But you won’t will you. You love him too much and Mike would suspect wouldn’t he and he’d stop you. Love and tenderness will help put those feelings behind you Jo and you know we all love you.’ She made me feel so much better and I was happy when the men came back from their golf. We went to bed quite early. ... i knew that was him....i had this overwhelming feeling come over me.... i couldn't believe this was about to happen.... i sat right next to him in the empty car.... just us... i was almost afraid he was gonna say "why are you sitting right next to me when there's a whole car empty" but he didn't say anything.... we just sat there, not saying a word.... finally, FINALLY the train started to pull out... i looked at him and asked, are you ready for this? he replied "i'm here aren't I" i didn't.