You tone the voice out, in your darkest moments you lump it in as just another negative thought. Just another sign of depression. But it doesn't just ...speak in your low moments, it's always there in your highest points. When you graduate, when you're promoted, when you feel love for your partner."You could do so much better."It affects you, you know for a fact it does. Your relationships fail, you can't hold onto your jobs, your pursuits result in nothing. You believe it, it bothers you. You. I started to slow down and tears came to my eyes. Scott noticed right away and became worried. I just smiled through my tears and said ‘Welcome back the love of my life, don’t ever leave.’ It was my turn to drive, and I was driving south along the Oregon coast at lunch time. It was quiet, but I suddenly felt Scott’s hand gently slowly stroking my arm. ‘Well Scott, finally waking up. You’ve been napping for over an hour. How are you feeling? Finally rested?’ I reached over and caressed his knee.. There was no shouting for bombs. There was no bullets whizzing my his head and body. There was no fucking heat, except for the heat in this little Latina’s mouth. It was perfect, and the tongue stud piercing in her mouth as it moved against his flesh only made it all the better. There were only a few things that could have ruined the perfect moment of bliss for him, and unfortunately for Zachary, one of those things happened. A sigh came from his lips as he pulled out his ringing cell phone.. Me: ha, aur apne??susma: mene bhi kai bar karvaya hai..me: tab to maza ayegaDhara: mene high heel wali sandel pahan rakhi hai, tumhechalega.me: mene to pehle hi kaha hai high heel to meri pehli reqirmenthaiDhara: tumhe apne pero ke niche kuchal ne me jyada mazaayega.me:sokh se kuchlo, aap ke kuchal ne ke liye to me aya hoonsusma:chalo ab baate bahu kar li suru karte haime: ji malkinsusma: are hamne tumhe kuchh kaha nahi aur abhi se malkinachha anubhavihai tu. chalo ab suru karo niche farsh par.