As when I arrived approximately two hours ago the place had been locked up tight. I did not see anything so I shook my head before I started writing a...gain. I had been writing for a few minutes when I felt some icy fingers on my shoulders, it sends cold chills down my body causing goose bumps to form all over and every muscle to shake. Turning my head to look... I see nothing... but still feel the fingers on my shoulders. Grabbing my jacket putting it on as I climb out in fear. The rain pouring. Pour te vodka she said give me the coke she shouted She seemed a little loud more than normal as if she was comming out of her shell so what are we going to do i said well first thing she said is im not going to talk r think of that fucking twat i call a husband going to cardiff and leaveing me here not happy i was stunned by this and then that bitch of a wife leaving you to fuck off to benidorm this stunned me even more does she now what she has got then it started your goodlooking good job. I even caught a slight whiff of perfume this morning – something I was certain she didn’t usually wear – when she leaned over to kiss me and wrap me in a brief hug before turning to lock her door.Traffic being surprisingly heavy for a Sunday morning, we arrived with just a couple of minutes to spare before the service’s 11:00 start time. Her church home was a small, relatively nondescript white building with stained-glass windows on either side of the entrance, and a wooden cross above the. ‘How could I let myself go so far and so quickly with a man I hardly knew?’ I wondered. And where next? What next? If we’d done those two things together what would be the follow on? I was scared that I’d fall for you. I was scared that you’d fuck me then fuck off. I was scared that I’d be so attracted to you that I’d do anything for you and then it would be over. I was scared that I’d want you so much that I would lose all control. And I was scared that maybe I’d read you wrong and all that I.