Once I had stoppedtaking them, the effects had been immediate. I even noticed that I wasstarting to get erections again. But the mental effects were b...ecoming abigger and bigger problem. It was all I could think about. Somehow Ihad become addicted to them.It had all reached a crescendo last night when I had had my first wetdream in ages thinking about being a femboy again and taking the pillsand wearing the girly clothes.That is why I now found myself in downtown LA in a high-rise. Now, my recorded voice says, “And Now Gentlemen, Welcome to the stage ‘The Beautiful and Sexy, Strawberry Fields!’”The music of ‘Beautiful’ starts, and at first all you see is her leg, from behind the curtain, then an arm, then a fully covered “Strawberry’ coming out on stage. She was amazing – taking off a fabric swatch to uncover just a bit of skin from above her breast, and she bent deep to show the girls to the guys who were being worked up to a frenzy that reminded me of ‘Shark Week.’Then. The most fantastic orgasm I ever had.My cum shot between us, some onto him, some onto me. His hand never left my cock and he never stopped jacking it until the last drop was out and he felt my embrace relax. He brought his fist up to his mouth and licked some of my cum off. Then he put his fingers between my lips and I sucked my cum off them. Sucking his fingers as I had sucked his cock a few minutes before. Finally, we lay on our backs side by side, catching our breath.Staring at the ceiling,. Yes I had a cowboy hat, but I didn’t bring it with me. Yes, I had many friends who were Indians, but they dressed as I did, and not in buckskins and feathers. The couples skate had ended but we continued holding hands and skateing together.When the music turned fast again, I started to ask her about the groups that were playing. The B-52s, The Police, Dead Kennedys, The Crucifucks, this was all new to me for the most part. She told me about the places everybody hung out at, and other things.