But I later found out that wasn’t true. He was actually seeing...” I wanted to say he was seeing Suki, but I couldn’t believe that was true anym...ore. “He was seeing someone else. He had only been tricking me into thinking we were dating. Or that he liked me. He’s just as bad if not worse than those girls that cut my hair and stripped me down.”“I don’t believe that. You were looking at him. How could you think that was Chris? Chris is white and that monster who was f-f-fucking you was clearly. The Glory that is the Truth of Her Love. Only then will one find Peace."Alan watched the twenty or so girls nod as they sat on the cement plant holders around him. He had moved them out of the mall, evading the attention of security. They now occupied the sidewalk outside one of the lesser used entrances. The sun was warm. The breeze light. A hand went up from a girl with freckles."What kind of Love?" Whatever kind you wish. Whatever kind you Desire." Alan saw eyes drop to between his legs. A. We still had to get a break.It came from a very unexpected quarter.Life outside of the ethereal had still been proceeding. Jon and Susan both told me about the mundanities of office life. Amy had been wrestling with her exams and the farm was still a working necessity for Aiden. Sara's hospital had been told that she was recuperating from a serious accident at her family's place in Ireland (a small amount of my 'work' ensured that she was not disturbed and all the necessary legalities had been. Fir agli raat ko vo fir aayi is baar 1 baje aayi or aate ehi kal ki baat par vo maafi maangne lagi. Mai bada gusse mai tha , jab use laga ki mai nahi maan ne wala to rone lag gyi . to kuch der baad bhi main hi maana to vo mujhse lipatne lagi mai bola ab galti ki hai to bill to bhana hi hoga vo boli ki mujhe manzoor hai , mai bola ki soch lo vo boli ki ha soch liya bolo kya karna hai , mai bola ki apne aap pata chal jayega, to fir wahi kal wala scene chalu ho gya kiss ki choot maari, fir maine.