Sharp, what was she like?" She was a real bitch, the worst I'd ever met and one of the hardest hitters; it was quite the challenge holding back the te...ars after she gave me the strap. I think we had a love hate relationship, I hated her and she loved to hate me," I said with a smile."Where did you know her from?" I asked."Boarding school, then University" Marlene said, "At University we were in the same dormitory, we had an 'All Girls club' there. In a way it was like a lesbian or sex club, and. You'll be expected to live as a girl for a period of time before you can consider that as an option." Yes, but I will have to won't I?" Not all do. Some live on the outside as a girl and still retain the male sex organs." They do?" I asked, wondering why anyone would want that. Either they were a girl or a boy weren't they?I had so much to think about, but it looked as though going ahead with Suzie was the best thing. I felt a lot more comfortable as Suzie than I did as Paul, but then that. All right then, Barry, help me undress then you can get me a drink. I need a scotch after today.”“Bad one?”“Oh, not so terrible,” Valerie stood while Barry unfastened her skirt. She stepped out of it. He turned to hang it in the wardrobe and then came back to begin unfastening the buttons on her blouse. “It’s good to have you do this Barry. No, not so terrible Marge, it’s just I’m not getting anywhere much with the Wheeland boy.” She turned to Barry. “No, don’t hang that up it needs laundering.. My mind flashed back to the day we planned the kitchen floor. It was the only time I had been alone with him. Why had he been in such a hurry to leave? As if summoned by my thoughts, he opened the French doors and came out by the pool. I watched him look around until his eyes rested on me. He smiled. My stomach dropped. I didn’t care what he said. If he came over to talk to me, I was going to let him know I wanted him. He circled the pool, until he was standing next to me. “Aren’t you cold?”.