Her hazel eyes often rested on me as I drove, and occasionally I caught them with my own before she smiled and looked away into the night. She was a c...ute little punk rock kind of girl with long pale legs extending under my dash and a tiny little body barely filling the seat. I admit I chose a place where I hoped to explore that body as I had been exploring her mind and personality online. We arrived in a hush, and the usual feelings of uncertainty crept into the air. When it’s new and exciting,. ’ And me – being the smooth operator that I am – went, ‘Um..oh, I don’t know… do you wanna go with me?’ Oh man, my stomach DROPPED. I was like, ‘fuck, I am just the biggest freaking loser in the ENTIRE world.’ (That was obviously in my head.) and he was all like, ‘I don’t have any money…’ I just blurted out, ‘OH I’LL PAY!…. I mean, I asked you so I should pay anyway.’ (Can we say desperate loser?) and he said he had to ask his parents and everything. So a week and a half later (and still no. It was sad but Maddie reminded me that this simple woman had produced my mother who had done so much, which led to me that still had a life to live and had given her the best friend anyone could wish for. Tears seemed to come easily when I was around her.The grave was right beside mother’s and now Thurston and I would have two places to visit during the summer. It was hard to say goodbye when I had to head back for school. Things seemed to be changing here and I wasn’t content with how they. He smiled that smile of his "Of course silly we don't want to get caught do we?" Then he pulled a small tub of margarine from out of his apron "Lets lube you up sweety!" he said and I flipped myself over He greased me good but then flipped me back over " I want to look at you this time Teddy" he whispered as he climbed on top of me funny but I knew exactly what to do I drew my legs back and raised my hips for him "Take it easy OK Lee I'm still tender from last night!" I breathed into his.