But if I do, do something wrong, or something she doesn't like, she gets frustrated with me, and then we're right back to square one again, and when t...hat happens, it's like days before we even attempt to do anything again. In the meantime, I'm getting more and more frustrated with her, and starting to wonder if this whole relationship thing with her is even worth it. Had it not been for you," he grinned. "I'd have probably gone off on her ... and not in a good way either!"That one I did have to. "So, do you mindme asking how a pretty girl like you ended up on the streets?" I triedto gather my thoughts. I couldn't very well tell her the truth but Ineeded to make my lies sound plausible."I lost my job in Baltimore and things kind of ended like this." Ishrugged."I've heard that story before. It's quite a common theme among homelesswomen. Usually there's some abuse in there somewhere. Here we are. Goin that door there and the lady at the processing table will help youout." Thank. .. And I’m doing my best to get us all through this Coronavirus lockdown by visiting some new friends and introducing them to my beautiful Golden Retriever, Thor...”We cut a quick shot of Thor, stolen from a previous episode, standing over the camera, with a big purple/pink erection bouncing under his belly and dumb happy look on his face.Back to Charley. “This week we’re heading down the M6 to Watford to meet a lovely older lady ... And to welcome her into the United Kingdom of Zoo...”We cut. Guilt ridden, she wrote these words: I am a slave to the pain and taste, feel and touch of sex. I breathe humiliation being thrust upon me like a child being chastised. Will the Lord ever forgive me for this habitual transgression – this lust of the flesh? I feel as though I can’t shake it. Every time I think I want to let it go, I give in and give up and let the pain, not the dominant, act as my master. Will this internal struggle ever end for me? It calls out to me in the middle of the night.