I went to kitchen and hugged her from behind and asked can I help her she said it’s ok you just go to your room I will be coming in few minutes and ...after doing all her work she came to my room she was wearing suit and took her gown and was moving towards bathroom to change at that time I said get you don’t change here itself what’s the use of going to bathroom for changing and she laughed and sad ok and told me close my eyes and it’s too early to be so open for her I said ok and the she changed. She looked at Johannes."Hang on a second, I'll get my bikini." She dropped through the companion-way into the cabin, dug in her carry-all and returned with the bikini bottom that was all the bathing suit she owned. She stepped back into the cockpit, slipped it on, and stretched out in the sunshine on the weather side of the boat.Johannes watched the performance. It was not the first time he'd seen Helen's body; they had been lovers for some time, friends even longer. He slipped off his slacks.. It takes time and exposure to harden up and get with what you need to do when it happens. Even the best trained soldiers in the world needed to be blooded. Don't be so hard on yourself. I'm certain your mother will give you an earful when you get home."Vicky said the last with a smile and I knew she was right. I wasn't trained for this, but it didn't matter. If I wanted to lead my family, I needed to get with it. I just sighed and shook my head and went to check on the women that we'd stumbled. I guess it was moonshine and it burned all the way down. Tom would have our glasses filled and watch to see that we drank it all. I think we were all willing to drink it to kill the fear we were experiencing. Mom’s boobs were huge but pretty saggy as they hung off to their respective sides like the natives in National Geographic. Both nipples were big and dark and the size of a small jar lid. Her ass was perfect and chubby and swollen and her whole lower belly was covered with this warm brown.