But about after a year of doing this it only made me want to try the real thing. I met a guy one sunday afternoon on a chatline local to where I was ...living at the time. His name was Rick, he was 54 and divorced and had never been with a man before either but had always fantasized about it. We chatted for a while then he invited me over to his condo. I arrived about 30 minutes later, very nervous but also very excited. Rick was more than I hoped for in a guy, he had an athletic body, was. The audience screamed, she screamed back.I squeezed my thumb between the other fingers and pushed as hard as I could upwards, feeling her hold against it. My hand disappeared slowly, centimetre by centimetre, inside her cunt while the audience yelled ecstatically. Finally I had it all inside her and fucked her as good as I could from down on the floor, while she screamed wildly obscenities into the audience: "Use the cunts! Let them run! Fuck yourself, you lesbian cows!" It was a glorious. ”“Is it going to hurt much?” she asked.“No, I’ll just be a pinch. I have some topical anesthetic plus I use Ice to numb the area so you will hardly feel a thing sweetheart, although you will experience some pain later tonight and for the next few days you’re going to be sore, especially down there. I’m going to love doing you and these rings your friend has brought me are exquisite. The craftsmanship is superb and I don’t think I’ve seen more brilliant diamonds. You are going to be the perfect. People tell me I often look quite believably female at times. This has helped me develop confidence in myself as Cari. I go out regularly as a woman to alternative nightclubs and I have become comfortable doing so in short skirts, dresses, and even very high sexy heels!With a friend’s encouragement, I was talked into entering in an international transgender contest in Montreal, Canada. I have gotten help from friends who are make-up artists and who are skilled and have shared their talents with.