I feel like an animal now and a little thrill of excitement vibrates through my chest."Here," my owner moves to the edge of the couch. "Come here," he... coos.I dart from between the chair's legs to the other side of the room near a large, potted plant, a tree of some sort. There is space between the plant and a bureau. I slip into it and turn around so that only my head is visible. I look at him.He is on the floor now, on his knees, and looking at me expectantly. "It's okay, come here." He sets. I flipped the top open and tried tomake sense of what Terri had said through the blur of my tears.XxTomGrrl99xX: Hey! I give a damn!XxTomGrrl99xX: Carl?XxTomGrrl99xX: You there, bud?XxTomGrrl99xX has paged youXxTomGrrl99xX has paged youXxTomGrrl99xX has paged youXxTomGrrl99xX: Come on, Carl. Talk to me.I stretched out, rolled onto my stomach, and tried to catch my breathbefore typing out an answer.CarMAN2u: Im here.XxTomGrrl99xX: You okay?CarMAN2u: Yeah. I just needed a minute.XxTomGrrl99xX:. Mere liye raat ka bhi khana mat banana.Main ye baat bolke bahar nikal gaya. Aur bahar jaake dosto ke sath kuch kha liya. Fir raat ko main ghar aaya. Mummy ne jaise hi gate khola. To maine unki taraf dekha. Magar ab mujhe unki aankho mein thodi nami dikhayi di.Mummy halke halke pigal rahi thi. Mere khana na khane se unhe bhi aacha nahi lag raha tha. Aur mera plan kaam kar raha tha.Main sidha apne kamre mein aa gaya. Fir kuch der baad papa bhi aa gaye. Main apne kamre mein betha hua tha. Tabhi. Maine bola thik hai ab problem ye thi ki wo akeli rahti thi and unk yaha 1 hi bed tha jispar dono sote the…wo mujse boli ki tum upar so jaao chhotu ke saath main niche so jaungi..maine kaha nahi aap soyiye muje abi nind nai aa rhi hai main aapk paas baitha rahunga wo maan gayi aur boli ki jab sona hoga to chhotu ko uss side me karDena aur tum bich me so jana.main unke bagal me baithkr aise hi unka sir aur haanth dabaate raha suddenly unka haanth dabaate huye mera haanth unke breast k side se.