With a flash of movement two more men were send flying to the ground, shoulder charging a third to the ground he lashed out his foot connecting with h...is skull. Dodging a knife stab he rammed the club like a sword forward, into the mans belly knocking the wind out of him swiftly grabbing the dropped knife he threw it forward pinning annother man to a wooden wall by the shirt, again the club spun knocking the last 2 men senseless. Advancing on the last man, who was still pinned to the wall, he. So leader Samir hi tha. Samir us ilaake ko bahot achhese jaanta tha. Samir ka bchpan ka kaafi hissa….Usi ilaake me beeta tha. Kyu k Samir k papa forest officer the.Total 6 din ka camp tha. 1 st din toh waha pahuchne me aurr tent lgaane me hi chala gaya. Shaam ko ladkiyo ka dance ka programme hua. Divya ka dance lajwaab tha so…Divya hi sbki taarif ki haqdaar thi. Divya ki kamsin jawani dekh Samir k muh se toh laar tapak rhi thi. Baad me sb khana kha k so gaye. Shastri g aur Samir camp k baahar. What was happening to me? God, I was having emotions and I had been concerned for the day when those would show up for me, but now... Now, I wasn’t scared of them anymore. She showed them to me even while she gave me more power over myself. Feelings existed inside me, but I was in that cold place where I could hold those emotions in my hands and study them, choose to experience them, discard them as I willed. In the same way I would notice everything about my submissive, I noticed everything in. Later with him and Terry, I gave them a quick rundown of what happened today. The three of us talked for over an hour. It helped that Terry had been through this before. For someone 2,500 miles away, being able to see them, hear them…they calmed me down. Terry offered to be available and would take time off of work if needed. She’s such a good mother and sister-in-law. Dave said he’d be with me too. Because of the kids, they’d have to split their time. Being alone and going through health.