We were high school sweethearts who married very young. We were both faithful to the day she passed away and I still miss Susan every day. We live ar...ound the corner from my wife’s younger sister, Beth and her husband. It was quite known in the family that Beth’s husband Lance was lazy and thoughtless. He very seldom worked and was very demanding. Why Beth stayed with him was always a mystery. I was about to have my 50th birthday and had absolutely no plans of any sort what so ever. I figured. We agree and head out of the kitchen and into the area that has basically been turned into a dance floor, feeling much too drunk for just being there for an hour. Ali goes with Matthew and dances against him like he’s a stripper pole, and he of course just stares at her and enjoys himself, as do other onlookers. As I watch them, giggling with the world spinning as I get accustomed to the dark room with flashing lights and black lights every, I feel Jason pull me against him. My chest is against. My car would be in the shadeall day, I was worried that the heat from the sun would melt mylipstick. I traded my heels for work boots and went to do the morningcheck of my rubber-tire roller. It was one-half quart of oil low, thewater was fine, and it could use some fuel.I took stock of my smokes for the day, I always seem to run low, closeto out on Thursdays. Only 3 left from the pack that everybody has seenme smoke, I did bring 12 in the open pack of eve menthol 120?s and afull pack of. I didn’t have to share my bed. I have any panties that fit me perfectly, didn’t have holes, and aren’t some dingy shade that used to be white. In a nook next to me, I found the shorts, t-shirt, but no bra. The note with them said I didn’t need one, but they had every style, color, and type I could want if I wanted one. I hate those damn things. Everyone else here is in new clothes too, and they all seem relaxed. I’ve had to suck a dick, take one up my ass, and eat the nastiest pussies just to.