To what ‘true love’ are you referring?”Ellen’s tone was challenging and Eleanor answered hotly, without realising that she was opening up for ...the first time.“A love that is based on respect rather than the urges of the flesh! A love of the soul. A love that is not tainted by lewd behaviour.”Ellen raised her eyebrows.“This from the woman who once introduced me to self-inflicted pleasure?”“Well, I for one have seen the light!” Eleanor shot back. “I do not give in to those sinful urges anymore. I. ” I gave her a hug and another quick kiss and then I walked back to the door to meet my idiot mother. I was not in a charitable mood at the moment. I explained to Emma what was going on and asked her if she could meet me at home. She said she was on her way and I told Mom that.“Are you sure that’s wise?” she asked.“I don’t give a shit if it’s wise,” I snarled harshly. “I’m not going to sacrifice my life to fix this. Someone should have thought to get her professional help. I have a full-time. “Maybe we can help each other out again?” he asked a short time later and put his hand on my knee.He started sliding it slowly up and down, caressing my inner thigh.“Aah!” I gasped from the suddenness of his advance and the pleasure it made me feel.“Yeah...” I quietly agreed a moment later. “I’d like that...”“Maybe we can get a bit more comfortable?” he asked.Without waiting for an answer, he effortlessly lifted me up and sat me on his lap with my back to him. I could feel the warmth and. I am made towear a pair of black knickers which he has made me sew that very cxoarse sandpaper used for car repairs. Also I have a bralined in the same way.When hebeats me wearing these I am in pain straight away and often bleeding. He lovesthem and I can see the joy in his face as I suffer for him. The more I sufferthe more he enjoys it often laughing at my screams? and my begging. Although it wouldappear not so he loves me dearly and I him we both just adore the whole painthing.I am madeto.