I genuinely believed that Ryan helped her cope with the loss. The struggle had brought them closer together, and her and my mom farther apart. I didn'...t really understand what was happening. My mom had given me some very brief sex education a few years ago, but not enough for me to identify the situation. All I knew was that Lori was enjoying it. I probably sat there for a minute before she saw me. Our eyes met, but it was hard to tell if she was conscious of what was happening. The cloudy. "Nathan ... Hold on. The line again went to hold music. Nathan ... I wanted to take the call in my office."Iris -- are you all right?"Of course I'm all right."You didn't call."Oh, Nathan. I didn't call because I'm so humiliated over my behavior the other night. Now I understand the meaning of the word, shame."It wasn't so bad," he replied. "You underestimated the strength of those drinks, that's all."No, that's not all. I was behaving very foolishly. I wasn't acting my age. I was acting like. . Two people sitting. No. I think there was something sexual about the way we sat, the way our bodies pressed together. And I think we knew it, and liked it. We were... Flirting with it. (With each other?) Wondering where it would lead, but content to let it sit for now.And besides, there's something to be said about sitting around with an armful of warm, breathing, beautiful, fragrant female.Eventually Meredith took my right hand in her own, turning it over with the same deft, delicate motions. The trip took several hours and my underwear was soaking wet in the front with pre-cum. We finally made it to the hotel at Daytona and checked in. We took every thing up to the room and I was ready to fuck her brains out. She told me I had to wait until she put on something sexy. She went into the bathroom and I went out onto the balcony. About 10 minutes went by and all I could do was think about sex, She then came out onto the balcony with me wearing a beautiful lingerie set complete with.