_______________________________________________________________________________ "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" yelled my Mom. I quickly hid my diary, I didn...'t want of all people my mom to see my fantasies. "Nothing." I quickly looked down and covered my face before she hit me, really hard. "Your fucking boyfriend's on the fuckin phone bitch, get it before I fucking kill him." she spit at me and whipped me the phone. "Angel?" I cried, my face hurt so much, I couldn't feel it. "Tailor,. But all in all, I needed a new change in my life, being a Queen and handmaiden after all.I spoke out too soon. Day after day it was countless debates in the Throne room. I am honest to say that I hoped for a brighter day with time to rest in a comfy bed instead of a uncomfortable throne. The Trade Federation would contact us via hologram receivers and demand a treaty that would enable trade between them and the people of Naboo. It wasn't long until they would shoot any ship coming out or into. I hoped whoever it was would just take a hint and I wouldn't have to get out of the warm water and the Cat would come cuddle up to me and get into something a little slower than I had a feeling she wanted. The jazz tape I'd put on seemed like a good background, now I couldn't hear what was being said at the door and I was getting ready to accept another 'best laid plans' taking a dive into oblivion. I'd had a fantasy of cuddling in that tub, but with Nancy almost my height, it hadn't happened. So as i sit here telling him what it is he ask am i gay ? i said i dont think i am y u ask he said cuz i never see u whit no one i say well its not easy to find some one u love to go that far and so on he said o ok and then and i got back to telling him what i waz befor he asked and win i waz all over he asked how u no u gay i told him what i waz told u like men and u want 2 do stuff whit them like n bed like your mom and dad do some times he said o and well theres where it all came about win.