Oh it is agonising, waiting to be picked up and made a play thing, I end up daydreaming about my first time.It was June 6th, 1984,I had just graduated... a college programming course and my whole life was ahead of me, nothing but fun in the sun for a while.A bit of a geek, I often found myself in the video games aisle of walmart, staring at the new releases and the charts. They would change on a regular basis but I would still be there, every day, just perusing the games until one day, I saw. One minute she’s telling me to keep my hands off you, the next she’s proposing marriage!"I had my back to her and suddenly felt a hand on each shoulder. Her mouth close to my ear, she whispered, “No, not marriage. She’s suggesting you might like, need even, someone with you who cares. Hattie would have helped but she’s too busy to travel with you and make everything smooth for you. That’d be my job.”I felt myself relaxing. She kissed my ear and pulled me gently to her, her breasts firm. Then, she stopped when she picked up her sweatpants--they needed washing. Unfortunately, she was running out of clean clothes because this was supposed to be a one-day trip. She sighed and then reached over and grabbed the top sheet from the bed, wrapping it around her.Sally turned around from the stove when she heard Sam come into the kitchen. She smiled when she saw the pretty woman standing just inside the doorway with the sheet wrapped around her. Her hair was messed up and she looked. "Have you ever gone all the way with a girl, Nurse Siemein?"She smiled at me and put her pen down again."Would you like to toss my salad, Amy?" She was staring at me with those bright green eyes and I thought she probably liked to eat little girls for snacks."Uh, I was just wondering," I answered, looking down at my hands.It was very uncomfortable, having someone able to turn the tables on me so easily. I was used to being kind of aggressive, kind of in charge, at least with most people. I.