“Steve?”“I think I may owe you a huge apology. In fact, I’m sure of it. Let’s take care of this visit first, then I’ll explain. I need to ...think a bit more before we talk so I can get my thoughts in order.”“OK,” she said, a small smile forming on her face.We arrived at the churchyard and I walked directly to Birgit’s resting place. I saw no trace at all the letter I’d left there nearly three years ago for her, nor the one I’d left six months later for my unborn child. I put the flowers against. ”Teresa was fine with the coffee and I went to the back of the kitchen to the hob to put on the kettle. I returned my look back to them and suddenly noticed the bottle of lubricant on the kitchen top. There was absolutely nothing I could do about it without drawing attention, so I left it hoping Maria had forgotten about it and Teresa had not noticed it. Daft, as she moved to allow Maria to put her head under the two way tap Teresa saw it, stared and lifted her eyes to me briefly and away. Yeah sure. Come in Great! This was both my dream and my worst nightmare. If he started to talk to me I would blush and stutter but on the other hand I was glad that we were alone together at last. We sat in the kitchen and he watched me do my homework for a while before he talked. Could I please have a drink? I dont know why he asked me to get it for him because he could have made it himself, he knew where everything was. what would you like? just a few shots of vodka that wasnt unusual for. *****i took advantage of the situation and I pull my chair closer to her & said ***(When my boyfriend comes back here) I want you to come with me into the bathroom and take a shower with me ok.....She did not seem to heasitat for a minute she answer me and said...that would such a great idea!!!!My boyfriend thought that we were in the bathroom at the sametime just to use the toilette like most guys see woman do but when he realized that we were not coming out he came in and yelled at.