We talked for probably close to forty minutes about her old life in Reading, and her old friends and her old school. then she asked me to tell her abo...ut my childhood and i told her as much as i could remember with her laughing at most of my dumb mistakes and dares as a kid and teen. she scolded me like a mother does to her misbehaving children for doing so many things that i would never regret. and when we started to talk about how she likes the area, she told me to hold on a second. i could. I smiled to myself as I looked you up and down, because although you were professionally dressed in khakis and a sharp button down, I was picturing you naked. I was remembering a time when you were standing out on my porch, in dim light, with nothing on, and although you were unaware of it, the shadows in the room brought attention to every toned muscle in your body, especially your sex lines that I love so much. I snap back to reality. I told the receptionist at the front of your building that. “Life would be much simpler.” “Mmm.” “But I love you, we love each other.” It was my turn to sigh. “These past few months have been incredible. I feel alive again because of you and I daren’t think about losing you. Not a second time.” “I know what you mean. I don’t want to lose you, either.” Gaynor paused and her left hand cupped my balls and she gently squeezed and tickled the sac. “I suppose it’s down to me, isn’t it? You’ve always said that.” “Yes, it must be your decision. As a married man. " I should have known she lied to me," Denise sighed. "Thing was, Iwatched you get dressed the next morning and put make-up on and fix yourhair and it looked like you did it so naturally, like you did it all thetime. I was thinking maybe you wanted a night like that to allow you toreally embrace that girl inside you. And that included getting hit on bya guy, making out with him, satisfying him. It made the lie easier tobelieve." Truth is," John confessed, "I had been finding time to dress up.