We kissed for a couple minutes and she melted inmy arms. She gasped as we parted and asked why. Because I wanted to feelyou submit and get all frustra...ted you silly sissy, I told her. Shethanked me and we headed back in.After we rejoined the table Janet came over to get the tray. Shementioned that one of her waitresses had called in sick and she was shorthanded. She said Brenda looked like she knew what she was doing with atray in her hands earlier and wondered if we would lend her to her as. Examined me closely.'Some hurt, some experience, some decisions, mebbe a little guilt, ' she said, and smiled. 'Whaddya wanna do, Doug?' No pity. Thank God for that.'Early dinner, tell you thank you. You done more for me than you know.' She looked pleased.'You OK to say thank you properly? It's been a while.' My heart lifted and I began to understand in like better.'My place, call for pizza? I got chocolate ice-cream too.' She went over to her dad and shook him gently.'Gonna go out, Dad. You're. . it was coming down. "Poetic License," he said."The files," said Elizabeth... "And no kibitzing."The first three choices slapped down on the desk. The folders were thin. A simple Résumé listing schools attended, degrees acquired, positions obtained, hobbies ... now that was interesting. Hobbies; every single one of the three had listed Chaos as a hobby:Survival on Chaos.Fighting on Chaos.Smithy built swords.The psychology of the Chaos male.The laws of Chaos.Chaos Money.Chaosian. I was very nervous and cautious super afraid of being caught but this kind of added to the rush. The day of the date I kind of didn't really think I was going to do it. I cancelled on her 3 times already before however that day seems like as good a day as any. My ex GF current at that time was pissing me off so I decided to have some fun.About 10 minutes before departure from work time I hit her up honestly I kind of hope she wouldn't respond because I didn't want to feel the rush of should I.