Jenee grinned at Natalie "are they driving you to distraction yet?" Natalie laughed "I think Rav is about to flame the lot of them" Jenee giggled "tha...t should be interesting to see." Natalie finished changing Revanche's nappy, smiling at Jenee she asked her if she would like to hold him. Jenee shook her head, her eyes wide "ohhh no I've never held a baby, I might drop him or something" Natalie laughed "I don't think you will drop him and babies don't break easily, sit down and I'll show you how. The red glow from clock is bright; I can’t seem to get any sleep tonight. The fan blows softly over me, tickling my skin against the sheets, Mmm I love that feeling. It’s dead silent except the chirps of the crickets. It’s one of my favorite sounds, lying here listening to them is so relaxing. I know I need to get to sleep, and it’s not like I’m not trying, I just can’t seem to stop my mind from thinking… Yes, of you. Are you fucking happy? Stop smiling you wee bastard. It’s bloody annoying; I. Brian then turned off the shower and turned me round to face him grabbed eachof my out thrust nipples between thumb and forefinger and squeezed and rolledthem producing pain like fire which lanced through my chest. I gurgled franticallyas he calmly told me that I was now nothing more or less than his slave. ThatI would be kept naked, that the poker didn't start until 12noon when two ofhis friends were due, that they, like him were gay masters and that I was tobe the prize. I tried to push my. And even in marriage, our culture implies strongly that some sexual practices even between a husband and wife arewrong. The American culture, primarily because of its media’s treatment of sexuality, sets artificially high and unattainable expectations for sexual performance. It is no wonder that with all the confusing signals American culture sends, particularly during a child’s formative years, children go through puberty and become adults struggling with their sexuality.’ When I didn’t.