It was kind of strange because I'm not used to having a girlfriend yet but we held one hand across the table and I felt all funny inside, like on a fi...rst date sort of funny. I was also really horny all of a sudden, I wanted her.After we finished our tea, before anything was said, I got up and reached a hand out to Lisa, she took my hand and we walked down the hall to my room. I was hoping she felt the same as me and I wasn't disappointed. Almost as soon as we got in the room she undressed. Initially only sharing my problems with depression andsadness, it took her several sessions to get me to finally admit to whathad happened and to admit it was the likely cause of my emotionalstruggles. Slightly overweight with thick, dirty blond hair cut to hershoulders and she usually wore three inch heels to make her seem taller,she did not pay a great deal of attention or spend much time primping ormaking herself up but she had a naturally pretty face and amazing, deepblue eyes that seemed. Looking back, I had to wonder what I'd have done if I'd known -- would I have gone out and engineered a scene like the one we had on my own?I'd said things to the AI yesterday that were pretty cold-hearted; Ed's kids were the future, too -- and some of the qualities Ed displayed on Sunday afternoon were the very things that had made them wonderful kids and had made our lives together good. I decided to mend fences where I could; the fantasy might not be matched by any reality -- or by one not. Me- Kya he ye sab? Itni sari pornography!Ronak- Har ladke ko zarurat hoti he in sab chizo ki tum nahi samjhogi.Fir mene ek video on kar diya hum dono us video ko dekhne lage. Usme ek admi ek ladki ke hath per bed pe bandhke uski chut me apna lund dalke use zor zor se chod raha tha aur boobs daba raha tha video bas shuru hi hua tha tabhi usne video band kar diyaMe- Bandh kyu kar diya?Ronak- Tum dar jaogi is video ko dekhke. Tumhe ek koi isse acha video dikhata hu. Usne koi aur video on kar diya.