Kate had always treated me as a cousin and I had had no indication that there would ever be anything else. We had seen a lot of each other over the ye...ars because although she lived in another part of the country they came to stay with us frequently. However, with that grin passing between K and K I had the distinct impression that things were about to move up a gear.I think Dad’s hand got well under the hem of Mum’s skirt before they remembered they had company, because they suddenly announced. "Right now? A whole damn lot." I bit the corner of my bottom lip. I studied him further trying to find words to explain him. I gave up, no words could ever be able to describe him. I leaned back up, kissing him hard. He gripped my back again mashing me against his body of stone. I pulled back from him. "God I love you." He smiled crookedly but said nothing. I was slightly thrown off by this. He usually responded in some way but just a smile? I stared at him for a second "I love you..." I. Fuck i thought what the hell was going on party wasn't till that night,she got some silk scarfs and tide my hands behind my back put blind fold on and gag in my mouth.next i hear some voices and people coming into the room i'm thinking i could break this scarf any time but thought lets see where this goes curious about it all.next some one starts to unbutton my shirt then one is undoing my pants and pulling my cloths off,feeling quite vulnerable naked breathin starts to quickeni feel one pair. We were too young to date, in our parent’s eyes, so we would hold hands as we walked home together, and we would meet at the school dances and spend our entire time together.We had moved to kissing at the end of the school year and then the world came crashing down. We lived in Milwaukee and she and her family were moving to Chicago at the end of the school year. We had a very tearful last meeting and then she was gone.I went through high school unlike other students. It was the late 60’s and I.