” His voice was slightly raspy, and although his tears had stopped, he still held me so tightly my back bent back even further than it already did o...ver my bound arms. “Is that right? You were five when this piece of shit—”“WHOA, hey man, calm the fuck down.” I said loudly, trying to get him out of his slightly homicidal state. “It happens to a lot of people, okay? I’m not psychologically damaged or anything. It’s not a big deal, cunnilingus is just something that makes me really uncomfortable,. What did you do to switch seats with her?”Di – “I have my ways.” (raising her eyebrows in self-appreciation)Me – “Tell me na.”Di – “Fine fine. I didn’t ask for it. She said that the lady beside her had a baby and it started tickling her now and then. I had no problem with babies and I had to move away from you anyways. So I told I can switch the seats with her”Me – “Sorry if I troubled you. Let me do the chopping to compensate for that trouble.” (with my innocent face)Di – “No need. Get off me. If she's unconscious, she'll not likely wake up." Won't she just sleep it off?" Maybe... I'll be back in a second." By time he returned, Caerys was deep in sleep.Rue de Normandie, Paris, November 22ndSophie woke slowly, a deep ache across her forehead and pain stabbing through her eyelids at the light coming from the window. She tried to roll away from the light, but found the back of the sofa in her way, and sat up with a start, wondering where she was.Moaning at the spike of pain from her. The contrast was wildly alluring.“I shouldn’t feel like this.” my mother whispered as she slid down to the floor and pulled her legs up to her chest, blocking any view of all but the sides of her breasts.“I shouldn’t want my son to find me attractive. I shouldn’t want him to be sexually excited by my body, and I shouldn’t like it when he is.”“The worse thing, even with the guilt I feel right now, is I still want him to be attracted to me in that way. My feelings for him are not suitable for how.