I usually get a bowl of cereal and some juice, so that's what I got Trinket and me.Not complaining, she sat down at the kitchen table and started eati...ng. I joined her.While we were eating, I got on the phone and called Evelyn, my fiancée. It was nine thirty am, so she should be awake. It was early June, so her kindergarten class was out for the summer, and the education classes she has to take to stay certified had not started yet. This was a short vacation for her.When she answered, I told her. Maybe it was one of those lucid dream type things where you could change the world by will. I tried conjuring up Caitlyn, but nothing happened. I wondered if maybe she had survived, or perhaps she was in some other afterlife. So I tried conjuring up chocolate cake instead, but that didn't work either. This was going to be a really rubbish afterlife if there was no Caitlyn or chocolate cake. Just when I was beginning to wonder if my atheist ways had doomed me, I began to make out shapes in the. She'll settle down," said Connie.I looked at her. She could see she'd embarrassed me. "I'm sorry, Rog, I didn't mean to embarrass you. I noticed you were feeling a little down is all," she said."This is a charity dance isn't it, Connie," I said."No, not a t all, Rog. I think you're a nice guy. I love to dance, and you're pretty good dancer whether you know it or not," she said."Well, not good enough for my wife, I guess," I said, feeling sorry for myself."Oh, pooh," said Connie. "Just have fun,. I walked this every day for exercise. It made my endurance for basketball much better. The dog always came with me, today he was a little rambunctious. Every time I stopped he nosed my crotch to keep walking. I guess he was great motivation for me to keep my ass moving. I continued up the hillside till I reached the top. When I hit the meadow at the top I flopped down on the tall grass and wildflowers that grew in clumps and patches. I lay staring up at the white fluffy clouds, trying to catch.